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summer
makes me feel like shit , looking at the skinny girls drinking alcohol and gaining nothing, i hate it i wanna have fun but anything i do makes me put weight on - pub - food - chilling I HATE SUMMER Hello bottom of the barrel nice to see you again knew it wouldn’t be too long before i was back visiting you
I’m sure I’ve been mixed up ?
Do you ever feel like you’ve been put in the wrong place
I feel so strange as if my life has took a wring turn and my life has been mixed up with someone elses I hate Leicester , I don’t fit in here, everyone is so snobby and bitchy ,as a local Leicester girl I do have to admit that Leicester people are the rudest bitches on the earth I hate the pretentious attitudes , the shitty layout of the city , the stupid nightclubs that become like cat walks for the already over confident I find myself wondering why I’m here I’m not into anything here , I’m a simple girl with simple pleasures , I actually think that I might be a secret hillbilly at heart because I find myself looking at all things southern and feeling such a strong pang of disappoint and belonging , although I’ve never visited there I love everything about it, the music , the towns , the slow paced life , the friendliness , the fact that country people are so down to earth. I also feel a strong pang towards the Irish (being half southern irish) this is no suprize , i just feel like i don’t belong here , i don’t want to leave the house i strongly hate everything and everyone here. I feel like I can’t be myself for fear of getting hounded for being the wrong type of person Leicester is like high school all over again , I wish i was never here , that uni went differently , that I had a chance to leave and experience life a bit differently I will never get too , and do I feel robbed of something that might have never been rightfully mine ? Yes I really do I’m finding myself pining for a life that doesnt exist and the only way of obtaining it is making it up in my head , it sounds crazy but it keeps me going With a city like this , running away from reality is better then facing it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b93IADAxt-A&feature=related This is what I’d love , these people have more fun on a sunday then I’ve had in almost 5 years screw my snobby friends , screw city life , screw my pretentious career choice simple fun with good like minded people is all i’d love right now |
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